1 Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum...
Alhamdulillah... yesterday i managed to have my sahur... Thanks to both of you who kept me awake *you know who you are*. Anyways, today suasana in Hatfield is not that hot, not that cold but windy. Matahri dilindungi oleh awan2 yang macam kapas. Alhamdulillah =)

so what happened this morning...
i slept around 3.30 am and accidentally wake up around 8.45 am because I heard someone was trying to open my door. Memang gila. Dalam keadaan separa sedar. I dropped my diary intentionally so that those two people realised that someone is in the room. The weird thing is i did put the 'DO NOT DISTURB' sign outside my door. Lepas tu diam

I tried to get back to sleep. However it was not working because once dah bangun i cannot simply go back to sleep. So, saya melayan lagu2 ramadhan from phone and without me realising, it's already 10.30 am. Habis siapkan diri. My hand pandai2 amek selendang warna PINK. I was like ''Aaaa.. gasaklah.. pink pun pink la..'' Housekeeping team dah ade kat luar. Starting to knock the doors outside. Guess what. Bila dah keluar from my room, baru realised that I am wearing a crumple kemeja labuh and a crumple selendang. And it is a new thing for me, sebab i never wear pink melainkan terpaksa and also selendang. Selalu selendag yang dapat from malaysia, letak kat leher. I am tudung bawal person. But, why not for a change=) and.. Kelam kabut punya pasal and I want to look sopan and decent during this Ramadhan month, in yang sempat tercapai. Kalau my mom know this or maybe nenek, I will received some free ceramah..  Haha *sorry ibu and nenek.. I love you*. However, here they don't really care. Pakai kasut sebelah colour lain2 pun takpe because they mind their own business. One of the reasons i like staying here =)

Anyways,
today misi mencari buah tamar bakal berlangsung around 2 pm. I have not got the chance tu eat tamar during my sahur. I remembered that, last year belli buah tamar kat market on saturday. LOL. I will try and see in Galleria sebab Holland and Barret ade jual makanan sihat =) like raisins and dried mango.
Just hope for the best. Ada jugak terfikir nak ke London but maybe not during the first day of Ramadhan.

Now I am in the LRC again. Menulis and berfikir nak buat ape during Ramadhan month. Maybe I will write more kot. Sebab rindu nak menulis. Menulis dalam bahasa melayu sastera =) I did some blogwalking and some people still guna bahasa melayu sastera, I like. and also when I read some of my personal writing which I did not post them here. I think that time my bahasa Melayu sangat power sebab I still know how and where to use gaya bahasa macam novel konserto terakhir.*kechiwa and marah la jugak dengan diri sendir*

Okay, jumpa lagi =)

Ramadhan + Summer =)

Assalamualaiku..
Tomorrow.. Ramdhan. Alhamdulillah.. Masih diberi nyawa untuk menyambut Ramadhan.
I've been waiting for Ramadhan.. Last year was the first time for me to fast in UK alone. I was a newbie but i was also lucky to have some postgrad friends. So, we puasa sama and buka sama. But that was then. Now, I am alone again and ready for Ramadhan.. =)

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan..
To all readers (if ade readers..LOL)
Selamat berpuasa...
Minta maaf atas salah dan silap =)

Ramadhan kali ni without tepung pelita again... but kalau ade masa why not try and buat kan...
Can't wait to pindah Hall so that i can dengar all those nasyids =)

Selamat berPuasa !!!!! =D

picture by ILuvIslam

It's been a while and now it's SUMMER

Hey ya..

How have you been..? Sihat? Hopefully sihat =)

Well.. nak tulis apa.. Update about my life..?

Now I am on a summer holiday, jobless, single and enjoying life. I did look for a job back then, but I was rejected. They took like about 2 weeks to consider me but unfortunately, that job was not for me. I was looking for a place to stay too. However, there were lot of things had happened to me when I was in the middle of looking for a place to stay. Dengan agent yg tiba2 cuti for a week and some misinformation between the agents I guess. Sorang kata harga lain. Sorang lagi kata harga lain. At the same time I applied for uni hall. Well I got the uni hall and decided to accept the hall. Just wish me luck from here… =) Thank you… 

I would like to give a big THANK YOU to those who supported me morally and emotionally, especially friends and families =) It means a lot to me. Hanya Tuhan yang mampu membalas jasa baik anda. *hugs and kisses* for the ladies and *friendly punches* for the gentlemen. The incident makes me realise who were with me during my hard times and who were with me when I felt like giving up. I thank God for giving me the opportunity to know every each of them.

In UK now, it is officially summer. It is really hot out here. Well, not to compare with my beloved country Malaysia or any other country like Egypt, Jordan because I know their temperature there is higher than ours in UK. That is what some of my friends told me. So, last Saturday, I went to the Regent’s Park and this was not in the plan. At first I thought of staying in Hatfield and enjoying the sun (lah sangat) but end up pergi ke train station and headed to London King’s Cross. It was really sunny with the temperature of 26 degrees Celsius.  It was really hot I can tell you that. Pakai satu helai baju dah berpeluh macam pergi marathon for 10 km. Anyways, sampai je at King’s Cross there were a lot of people. Literally.  I can’t even walk. What?!!! okay takde lah samapai tak leh jalan but terhimpit la jugak. It was around 1 pm and above. Then, I took the underground tube station to Paddington to go and see my beloved sister. Lepas dah jumpa tu, we went to Regent’s Park. It was so nice, a garden full of roses. I love roses. I try to fall in love with tulips but I love roses more. So it feels like heaven on earth. The roses. Really made my day. Ade yang two colours. Ade yang bigger than my face. But the best thing ever was I found white roses. I love white roses. We took a lot of pictures but I can only show you some because of privacy reasons. =)

I think that’s all from me. Till we meet again. Have a nice day and selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa. Sorry atas salah dan silap =)

 Picture by Amirah Sayzana

 Picture by Amirah Sayzana

p.s: feel free to correct my English =) I won’t bite. LOL.

Ethics..

At last..
Done with ethics..
But there is no time to relax..
loads of things to read...
loads of things to digest ...
but tomorrow...
shopping... this is therapy for me...haha.

Asslamualaikum..

hi.. i just came back from london few hours ago.. i had a great fun in london... well.. why not... sy bukan robot nak bace journals 24/7.. otak dah pening but.. what to dooo... kena la release stress.. once i start to update my blog, i shall forget my twitter and other social networking thingy.. i like to focus on one thing.. so for this sem.. i choose you.. my blog... i know my english language is still bad.. and i am working really *damn* hard to improve it... i'll post more if i have time... it is kiasu time.. monday-friday... hahaha... take care... p.s: a special thanks to nana-chan for the hospitality in london...

Snow Kat hatfield...

i tag some of my friends kat Fb..
for those yang deactivate FB =)

this video is for you =)

Jalan-jalan kat oxford..

song by bedroom sanctuary -lagu

oxford university is huge...
seriously... letih nak berjalan...
i did not get to enjoy much..
but was thinking to come back and visit oxford....
here is just a short video...
i tried my best to make it interesting...
hahaha...
btw.. my camera was running out of battery.. so.. i did not get the chance to film all the places that i visited... and i just snap pictures which i'll be uploading soon here and also FB...
hahaha..=D

p.s: baru balik... try untuk edit the video to be more interesting.. first try ni... kalau pening.. minta maaf la ye =)

2 darjah celcius today...

i waited for the bus aroun 8.00 am...
it was so cold...
2 degree Celsius je...
nak beku tangan,,
hahaha =D



p.s: quality gambar sgt tak elok.. gune phone yang campak pun tak rosak =)
seriously.. i did not plan to take a video..
just to kill time...
and i was bored..
plus really cold...

tke cre...

p.s: next time i'll make a video dgn camera... so all of you can see how it is here =)

Aidil Adha

okay.. seawal 10 pagi.. dah pi rumah lia...
nak masak la konon nya...
sy pi dgn kawan sy... jyja..
kami pun jalan...
pastu terserempak dgn seorang kwn...
so kami bertiga.. pi la sama2...

dah sampai rumah lia..
haahaa.. mcm2 la kena tolong...
saya in charge udang, telur and tomato...
senang kan...
tapi bab udang.. mmg saya tak taw...

pastu kwn kami yang ikut tadi...
dia duk bising la...
kata kami x reti masak...
pastu kawan dia dtg..
awl gila.. makan2 start pukul 1 tapi 10.30 am depa dah sampai..
kelam kabut lah..
but mrk baik lah tolong...
haha.. tak tipu.. mmg malu...

okay.. gambar time!!

ni la yang kami sediakan untuk jamuan hari raya..
simple je..
tapi yang masak nyer..
jgn tekejut.. kalau saya kata guys yang masak..
haahaa..
okay tipu...
setengah guys masak..
setengah girls masak..
haahaa...
tapi instructor dia of course la..
tuan rumah=)



okay..
yang ni saya and jyja..
sebelah jyja.. lia..
tuan rumah..
thank you la sebab jemput =)
haha...
kalau tak, tak merasa la hari raya...

last sekali...
kami ingin mengucapkan
selamat hari raya aidil adha..
haha..
ni before nk balik..

=)

p.s: sy sgt happy today =) thanks kwn2...
and tadi skype dgn family... haaha.. mereka sgt happy dapat makan lemang..
dan sy sgt jealous sbb tak dpt mkn lemang..

pagi yang indah...

adalah sangat rugi untuk orang yang bangun lambat hari ni.. hahaha...

seawal 7.30 pagi saya dah tunggu bus (selalu pukul 8) sebab nya.. hari dah terang macam pukul 10 pg kat malaysia.. so saya rasa macam saya dah lambat.. padahal tak pun..
okay.. enough talking.. gambar!!! heehee...

ni pukul 5.45 pagi




8.00 pagi kat sini---> for me dah mcm 10 pagi kat malaysia





lagi gambar











cuba tgk gambar kat bawah ni !!! haha




cuba teka..? apakah ini..?
haha..

SNOW...?

eh.. betol ke...?

saya pun dari jauh berlari ke lindop bulding..

memang dah lama nak pegang snow...

akhirnya.....

saya tertipu.... hahaha....

hampeh saja....

betul2 ingat kan snow...

ceh...

ni ape ntah kapas ape ntah...

tapi macam snow kan...

saya pun terkejut...

depa ada party ape ntah semalam...

tapi dari jauh.. mmg nmpk cam snow...

takpelah..

sedang sabar menanti kot2 this year snow kan.. heehee.. =)

take care..

suasana slps masa di tukar 1 jam ke belakang

ni pukul 5 ptg...

gelap kan...?

gambar ni ambil dalam bilik =)

p.s: nasib baik duduk dlm kwnsn uni... hari ni kelas habis pukul 6... for sure... lagi gelaaaap.. plus mlm ni depa ade Halloween party... mesti ramai nak naik bus... adoooiii........ malam mesti bising.. haish....

1 jam ke belakang... =)

dah tukar jam....
1 jam ke belakang...

sesat

hari ni was supposed to go to st. Albans...

nak pergi satu mall ni.. tapi tibe2 kami salah bus kot...

haha.. sesat... nasib baik kami bertiga.. kalau saya sorang.. mahu menangis kot..

haha.. kami jalan2.. naik bukit.. turun bukit.. belok kanan.. lintas jalan.. tanya orang...

lebih kurang like almost 1 jam la berlegar2 di kaki lima.. eh..? haahaaa... lirik lagu nabil...

anyway... lps dah tnye orang.. baru lah jumpe a small town.. m & s ade.. topman ada... macam2 lah ade.. tapi kami cari kedai makan dulu... sebab dah lama sangat berjalan..

jumpa satu restoran itali.. haha.. waiter dia sgt lah.. friendly.. tapi makanan dia lambat gila sampai.. konon nya nk duk luar nk amek udara segar... aleh2.. angin sejuk yg sambut kedatangan kami.. haha.. kami pulak pi order jus yg ade ais.. apa lagii.. terketaq-ketaq lah tahan sejuk...

after makan.. kami jalan2.. tapi kedai tutup dalam pukul 5.30...

saya x beli pape pun.. sbb niat mmg nk menemani kwn sy and window shopping jer.. haha...

lps tu kne jalan lagi... sampai bus stop...

ALAMAK!!!! kami telepas bus... bus yg terakhir for 621 adalah puku 5.45... time tu dah 6.30...

kami cadang nk tunggu stgh jam.. kalo xde bus kne lah naik teksi..

tunggu punya tunggu... xde pulak bus tu.. tiba2 601 dtg.. kami pun tnye lah.. lalu x kwsn hall kami.. die kata lalu.. dia suruh masuk.. kami rse sgt lega... tapi seram pun ade.. kot2 la dia bwk gi tmpt lain.. pastu dlm bus sunyi.. walaupun terang.. agak rse mcm dlm movie thriller sbb dlm sunyi2 tu.. dgr org bersiul lagu "someone like you" spnjg perjalanan.. btw.. lagu ni mmg popular dlm kalangan pakcik2 yg bwk bus kat sini... hahaha..

kami sampai around 9.00 pm.. sgt lega bila dah sampai..

letih.. tapi seronok.. gambar.. nanti.. sy minta kat kwn sy.. sbb hr tu x bwk camera.. die tngkp gune iphone dia.. haha =D

Flatmate = Friends = Family

hari ni just masak macaroni for dinner campur dgn mushroom soup... it was okay lah..

don't feel like makan pun.. but just alas perut takut malam tak boleh tido pulak..

haha.. and you know what.. hari ni paling best duduk dapur for dinner... ssb nya.. suddenly.. semua orang like datang duduk kat meja and we all like talking.. but saya.. haha.. tgh menikmati makanan saya.. sbb saya jenis yang tak bercakap bila makan.. tapi bila depa duk borak saya dengar je lah... mencelah sana sini.. pastu gelak2... the best part is.. ade kwn offer ice cream.. tapi saya tak makan sbb dah terlalu kenyang.. and sangat rasa macam tgh makan dgn family.. haha.. kat sini friends are family.. kalau sakit.. flatmate lah yang ambil berat nanti.. =) kita buat baik kat orang.. insya Allah orang akan buat baik kat kita... tapi bukan lah mengharapkan balasan.. but friendship tu yang penting=)esok flatmate ade buat makan2.. so, kne tolong.. aiseyy.. nak masak apa lah esok flatmate sorg tu.. saya ni masak takdelah pandai sgt.. but nk tolong2 boleh lah.. haha.. flatmate ni pandai masak nasi ayam.. omg.. kat sini kami student malaysia rindu sgt nak mkn nasi ayam, ABC, cendol, mee rebus.. haha.. makanan malaysia jgk yg best.. =p

Anyway.. journals tak habis bace pun... kat sini banyak gila journal kena bace.. lecturer kata kena bace before kelas.. because we have like pop quiz bila2 masa lecturer nak.. and pop quizzes kat sini will always be about the journals and past lectures.. hahaha...

lagi2 for bio psychology....

p.s: tiba-tiba rindu kat Miss Winnie.. =D

1st week punya class..

okay...

hari ni tamat lah kelas untuk minggu ni..

overall okay lah..

tapi kali ni saya beri tumpuan sepnuhnya bile depa ni bg lectures..

sbb nya... depa ni ckp ade accent.. for example lah... hall saya.. aldenham hall...

saya akan sebut "el" denham hall... tapi mereka "all"denham hall.. haha... faham tak ape sy nak bgtaw ni..? x faham.. sile tanya kat comment box kat bawah tu eh...

anyway... so far.. lectures sume okay... but yg tak okay nye... bnyk last minute perubahan...

haish.. terpakse lah sy tuka lab group saya.. dah ade kwn kot... tibe2 kne tuka.. so tuka lah..

nk wat cmne... n tutorial... something yang saya looking forward nak menghadirkan diri.. hahah=D sapa tak happy dapat tutor yang sgt lah friendly... dan.. dot dot dot... apa dia..? hahaha.. u all rase apa...? nk teka...? tak payah lah... saya sambung je... tutor yang friendly dan baik hati.. hahaha=p

anyway.. nnt sy update lg.. sgt la letih..

hari ni bangun lambat.... cis!!!!

mmg rase letih lepas subuh... decided to tido.. aleh2 tgk dah pukul 8... nasib bek xde activity...

bukan ape... smlm... around 11 dah tido dah...

tiba tang 12 am je... dgr ade guys duk gelak2 and borak kat corridor depan bilik... saya pun diam la... lepas 15 minit tu.. ade dgr orang nangis... perempuan... cuak... sebab saya ingat saya sorg je yg dgr... aleh2 guys yg bising tu borak sesama sendiri.. " who is crying..." saya dalam bilik duk berdoa takde org ketuk pintu... sbb sy mmg xnak masuk campur.. dah lewat mlm sgt... kot2 la ade yg x sengaja termabuk.. tak psl2 je.. haahaa... bila dalam satu jam tu tangisan tu dah xde... mungkin scurity dtg kot.. entah... sy ingt nk call tp sy mmg x larat nk masuk campur.. tak kuar bilik lagi ni... haahaa...nnt kuar sy nk tnye.. ape yg tejadi smlm...=p

Welcome party..

tadi ade welcoming party kat auditorium...

mula-mula saya macam was-was la nak pi... sebab ade word party...

tanya senior.. die kata.. ni bukan party yang org duk huuu-haaa-huuu-haaaa tu...

ni mcm nk knalkan dgn lecturer la.. so saya pun pergi lah...

nak duduk dpn.. tapi kawan dah tarik tgn duk blkg... so duduk la blkg...

aleh2.. baru dapat tahu yang satu row tempat sy duduk tu sume 2nd yr... hahaha...

bile dah knal lecturer sume.. eh.. bile lecturer sume dah knalkan diri... kami pun dijemput untuk makan kat luar.. saya tak makan.. hanya melihat... tapi disebabkan.. kek dan muffin yang nampak sedap.. saya pun menjauhkan diri sikit.. sebab bau dua makanan tu mmg fresh... kuar from oven..

time diri jauh sikit ni la.. ade one lady.. tegur... owh lecturer tadi... dia kenal kawan saya.. so kami pun berkenalan.. it is a good start la kot... sgt friendly...

first time sy rase dalam hidup saya.. saya tak kekok untuk berbahasa inggeris.. why...?

sbb saya tak anxious sgt macam saya kat malaysia.. kenapa..? sebab kat sini... saya rase kalau salah grammar pun... org tak gelak... haahaaa... so self-esteem saya.. naik sikit... and.. university tawarkan evening class.. english class.. and it's free... saya nak masuk... sgt interested untk join... saya nak berbahasa inggeris memang saya tak reti.. malu.. tapi sy rse.. sy perlukan perubahan untuk jadi lebih confident dan tak segan2.. haahaa..=) sorry hari ni takde gambar.. sebab tak bwk camera=)

p.s: saya bukan org yg makan salad... tapi tgh try nk biase kan diri.. arggghhh..

The best thing about basuh kain here is that.. kita boleh tinggal je baju kita sampai mesin tu habis basuh.. mmg orang takkan amek (tak pernah tejadi lagi) and... the great thing about basuh baju pagi2 kat sini is that.. takde sape boleh kacau.. sebab mereka semua sedang tido... after subuh... dah boleh get ready basket... cepat selesai keje.. haahaa=D

Alhamdulillah...=)

haha.. bile teingat 21 sept 2011.. hari pertama tido di hall..bila kite tengah mamai... bunyi fire alarm pun boleh ingat kan bunyi jam loceng..

bahaya betul....=p

sekitar london..

okay.. seperti yang saya janjikan... saya upload sikit gambar... sekitar london... haha.. harap sume enjoy tengok gambar-gambar ni.. saya takdelah reti sangat nak tangkap2 gambar ni.. tapi boleh la.. btw.. dalam gambar ni ade jugak gambar yang saya kena jadi model.. so faham2 la eh.. ade la mcm perasan sikit kat situ.. haha..

1- gambar ni gambar awan kat kapal terbang masa mule2 dah masuk UK... rsenyer lagi 3 jam nak mendarat kot.. sakit segala tulang belakang duk duduk je... tgk movie... haa.. dalam etihad ni ade mp3 al-quran taw... so.. mmg tak boring la.. sape yang nk buat hafazan pun boleh jer... lagu2..? x payah cakap la.. mmg ade bnyk dari lagu mat salleh ke lagu bollywood, arab dan lain-lain..

2- gambar kat London Central Mosque.. terletak dekat dengan Regent's park... masjid pertama yang saya nampak kat london... kalau u all tanye ade masjid lain ke..? terus-terang saya cakap.. memang saya tak tahu.. satu ni je masjid yang saya sempat melawat.. haha.. sangat luas dan besar.. bawah ade kedai makan.. and kat dalam, before nak masuk tempat solat lelaki, ade kedai kecik jual buku-buku agama.. dalam ni ade gambar dua orang budak... saya tak kenal.. tapi mereka nampak comel bila ade kat dunia mereka sendiri.. main2... hahaha=)

3- yang ni dekat hyde park.. macam saya cakap.. park kat sini sangat cantik dan bersih.. plus besar sangat.. jalan pun tak cukup kaki.. tapi kalau jalan slow-slow sambil menghirup udara yang sangat segar.. mmg seronok lah.. kat gambar tu ade model perasan.. hahaa.. abaikan gambar tu pun xpe..=p

4- haahaa.. okay.. atas ni saya tak ingat.. haha.. tapi kalau tak silap saya tempat ni dekat dengan buckingham palace kot... saya tak taw macam mana nak tulis pasal tempat ni.. sebab.. orang yang pakai uniform ni.. sangat serious.. bila pandang je, muka die macam nak marah.. walhal memang die serious.. saya agak takut jugak la sebab dia pandang cam nak makan orang je... hahaha=p

tak banyak tempat pun yang saya pergi... cuma sempat 3-4 tempat je... kat hatfield saya tak sempat nak melawat lagi... dengar2 ade tempat cantik... next, insya Allah saya upload gambar college saya pulak.. tapi mungkin lama lagi kot.. x sempat nak tangkap gambar sebab sangat busy nak settlekan payment lah.. internet connection la, beli barang lah.. sampai keluar lupa nak bawak camera.. haha..

tke cre semua=)