they made me like this...

i don't want to say it's my fault.. that i become a little bit cruel...
it's not my fault... i left them behind...
i love them but.. they made me like this...
i trust them.. but they betrayed me..
i really care bout them.. but.. they just remember me when they have problems...
i'm alone that time.. with my own problems..
no one was there to help me... i was burried by my own problems...
but.. i didn't give up...
that's just not me...
i tried and tried until i felt like giving up...
luckily.. the problems gone a little by little...
i was so happy...
at that time i know.. which one is my real friends..
and which one is not...
i admit...
when i'm here...
i lost some friends from my secondary school...
i don't want this to happen but.. they are the one who asked for what happened...
so.. i'm not to be the blame..
but.. i'm still glad cuz...
when one friend go.. another will come...
but sometimes i do miss them..
anyway.. life must go on...
never say it's ur fault.. but actually it was not urs..
till then..
take cre=p